So every time I get online to the facebook I get more and more depressed. Why? Because each time there is someone else I know posting how excited they are about being pregnant and how wonderful it is. Damn it, I am the one that is married, shouldn't I being having a child? I guess it takes two to tango and my husband is not tangoing. Well....that's not completely true! lol. But he doesn't want a child until later. If he wasn't so wonderful I would be more upset about it. I know us waiting is for the best but that doesn't mean I can not be pouty about it.
So I thought that babysitting some would help me either realize I wasn't ready for a baby or subside my craving by giving me some doses of baby. I was wrong. It just makes me want a baby even more.
So all I have to say to my hubby is I hope that he comes around soon!
Something I think will allow us to get closer to that step is an actual house. We're meeting with a realtor this coming week. We're looking at 6 diferent ones. Surely to God one of them will be our dream home...
One can only hope right?
Well until next time,
KMA
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